Natural Feeding

Right on Maxx about NSA, etc... My mother-in-law has been approach a couple of times in this country while studying at the Hypnosis Motivational Institute. So they are surely out there. And thank you for your comment on my post. I believe in honesty in expression of experiences. Otherwise what's the point. Maybe my personal experience will help someone to ease up their own strife. Also hearing from others similar to me, makes this life-time less lonely.

I have a question for you if I may, empress.

You say you were always aware of feeding on and manipulating people's energy for your own benefit. Even as a child. That is something I can relate to as well. However, it is well known that many people do that and that is does not necessarily mean that they are vampires. Many people learn to vampirize, even subconsciously, because they like the high. It does not make them vampires.

However, there are several underlying layers of depth to vampirism, which is what eventually comes to the surface once the vampire awakes. Those layers might include what you have been experiencing: clairvoyancy, mediumship, etcetera. To others it might be another series of traits or "particularities", such as astral traveling, empathy, astral projection or transfer - such as Maxx has shared. In other cases it is just a question of a special sensibility that might or might not develop in the future. My question is, at what point did you realize what this was all about? Did something in particular happen or did you just arrive at this out of your own volition?

In my case, I was so confused and locked up to reality that it was not until someone directly fed from me so strongly and aggressively that I could feel it physically, that I started to open my eyes.

Dear Syrinhen, thank you for your thought provoking question. I am going to respond to each part of it separately to be sure that I cover all areas.

Syrianeh wrote:You say you were always aware of feeding on and manipulating people's energy for your own benefit. Even as a child. That is something I can relate to as well. However, it is well known that many people do that and that is does not necessarily mean that they are vampires. Many people learn to vampirize, even subconsciously, because they like the high. It does not make them vampires..

Yes, it is true that there are others who learn to drain other people energy because they like the high but that doesn't make them vampires. Usually I would say they are conscious of it in one way or another and most of the time are at least in their teens. I don't think you will find a two or three year old who would be doing it to get the sensation... in a child it would be certainly produced by the hunger and need. I was a very sickly child, almost died from double pnemonia soon after my birth. My immune system was so bad that I would catch anything that would float around. Hence, I stayed home sick a lot without much of a company, so when someone would come visit my parents I would "jump" them. I can remember what it felt like and I remember being in constant motion and talking non-stop, my mother tells me that I would become uncontrollable and would not leave that person or persons alone. I did not like to be held or touched by others, but I had a need to touch and hold others myself. I guess that way I could have control how long the physical contact would last.

Syrianeh wrote:However, there are several underlying layers of depth to vampirism, which is what eventually comes to the surface once the vampire awakes. Those layers might include what you have been experiencing: clairvoyancy, mediumship, etcetera. To others it might be another series of traits or "particularities", such as astral traveling, empathy, astral projection or transfer - such as Maxx has shared. In other cases it is just a question of a special sensibility that might or might not develop in the future. My question is, at what point did you realize what this was all about? Did something in particular happen or did you just arrive at this out of your own volition?.

I've always had paranormal experiences. I remember being about 18 month old, laying in bed in our rented summer home and watching this very tall male looking shadowy being standing by the door. At some point he moved toward me and that's when I got scared. I used to be affraid of the darkness because I have a very strong vision in the dark and could see things I did not want to see... so I would sleep with a little night light on, spending countless nights in my parents room. Also ever since I remember myself I have being treating waken hours just like any other dream, thus interpreting omens and signs. I have a very high awareness of natural world, i.e. animals, insects, birds, plants, and all other elements.

I am still able to see other beings even in a daylight if I am in the right state. Even though I grew up in a Communist country I always believed in Higher Powers, ever since I remember myself. Since my early childhood I've had visions, lucid dreams, encounters with highly evolved mystics who taught me their diverse believes. Russia was always very advanced in parapsychological phenomena development and my mother, who used to work for Soviet Ministry of Defence before my birth had being exposed to many research materials. She was also interested in Astrology. Subsequently these subjects were always welcomed in my home. Later on I begun to display healing abilites.

At first I started to notice that people who slept with me would spend a lot of time around me would get healed. However, I did not use this ability consciously until my husband had an MRI done two years ago and discovered that he had a lypoma tumor between the left and right halves of his brain. It was about 2.5 sm in size, but the neurosurgeon told him that he'd rather not touch it since it was not malignan and did not bother him. The doctor told him that he will monitor its grows every year. During the following year I had occasional conscious calling to place my right hand on top of his head and focus on his healing. When he went for his second MRI - the tumor was completely gone. So since then I do occasionally heal. I never studied any modalities and when healing, I rely purely on Aset guidance. Most of the time I get visions while healing.

Syrianeh wrote:In my case, I was so confused and locked up to reality that it was not until someone directly fed from me so strongly and aggressively that I could feel it physically, that I started to open my eyes.

I am on the oposite end of it.. I am so removed from reality that sometimes I wonder how I am still able to function. I've never been any different. When I drive, I hardly ever pay attention to the road. My psychic friends always tell me that I am checked out most of the time. They keep reminding me to ground and center. I've had many occasions of people telling me that I come in their dream to perform various functions. On one occasion someone heard my voice delivering a message upon her awakening from a nightmare.

Ok, I think I better stop...lol I could keep going and going ... but I don't want to abuse your curiousity. I hope it all makes sense.

Thank you, empress2k, for the extensive and interesting response, and for sharing.

It is very different for everyone, and yet, so similar. As you said, comparing others' impressions eases the feeling of isolation. I myself am in Spain, and though I have also travelled around it is not easy to come in contact with this sort of thing.

Thank you Syrianeh for taking the time to read such a long response.. For the past two years I have been blessed with being able to surrund myself with amazing metaphysically educated and psychically gifted friends. I've always had people like that in my life but not to such extend. It really makes a great difference in my life.

Phoenix,

I no longer am concerned about that. I have been in the Bush White House several times as well as the Little Hitler in Iran and now the Obama circus. All the times except one, the secret service was aware I was there, half of them. The other half had no idea. The same percentage occurred when I went into the home of the Iranian President three times. In every instance, they glare at me but never say anything and they do not try to add conflict or cause any trouble. They are aware of me......even Joe Moneagle knows me by another name. The one time there was no secret service was the time right after the election when Obama was getting his cabinet together and I was in awe because there were no secret service personnel at all there.........neither plhysical or astral protection.

There no longer is any such thing as a secret as I have been able to visit a sleeping person and look at them in the bed and read their mind of their thoughts and their past events. This I have been able to verify afterwards regarding the thought process and what they were considering.

This, again, is why I say the Vampires rule the world. A true creature of the night can enter the body, or enter the room and stand there as a shadow in the night while the person sleeps and convey any thought to be put into the persons mind. Political process can certainly be influenced.

I am aware of the effort the Soviet Union and China as well as N. Korea have put into this process. That is why the world now has behind the scene development of people and computers to protect certain rulers and political hacks from those who might attack. Even death by shutting down the persons organs and it looks natural......is more common than you might think.

As stated, I no longer have to worry about the process.......as it is becoming more and more common.
It is ancient. I do think that Ramses II was very able in the process as well as Seti 1.

Regards,

Maxx

Very interesting, Maxx. I am curious. What leads you to believe that Ramses II and Seti I could also do these feats? I am intrigued by your thought processes and possible experiences leading to that conclusion. Thanks.

Sety was the father of Ramses II, then the ruler was Merenptah for a short time, then Seti II. These rulers had to go through a secret initiation where this process was learned. If they could not learn it, then they were unable to become ruler. The 19th Dynesty under the ruler of the mind of Set is my favorite. Writers have mentioned that the iniation process was lost, the real iniation, not the one for the news media, (LOL) was not lost. It remains hidden for the outside world.

Also, the many children that Ramses II fathered were also for Ramses II to chose which, if any, he would chose to enter upon his death and body hop into one of his own making. You will never see this written any place.

Regards,

Maxx

It just amazed me how humans come up with something like Remote Viewing and then claim it to be a new technique..

Empress,

When I return to Moscow, I would love to meet your parents if possible. Of course, I would ask that you scan my process first to make sure that I offer them no undue harm or ill thoughts. I am sure you are capable. I would love to chat with them about the earlier lifestyle there from the past.

Regards,

Maxx

Maxx,

My parents both live in Los Angeles County... and are in their 70's.. You can ask me anything about the past.. I can always regress if I cannot find the answer..lol

Thank you......

Regards,

Maxx

Intriguing and interesting stories, Maxx, as always coming from you. Which arises a question.

Kingship in Egypt was an inherited right, as we know. Only the child of a King could reign. So much so, that siblings married one another in order to keep the blood as pure as possible. The first born was called the "Hawk-in-the-nest" to convey the idea of the rightful heir waiting to come into his own. Now, it was said that the King or Pharaoh on the throne was the actual incarnation of the God (whichever was most influential at the time, it being Amun, Ptah, Osiris, Horus...). So this means that after a King's passing, his heir would automatically become the incarnation of the God.

Is this then the process you have explained, the God's soul "hopping into" his heir so that the new King would be truly the Living God?

In this case, if and when the King failed to learn this ability, would this mean that he was not fit to rule because he was not the true incarnation? Did this ever apply to women (i.e. Cleopatra, Hatshepsut?

In most cases the Priests were involved with this process. They also were open to the initiation themselves. Women are also included in this in most cases. Actually, a trusted Priest was in charge of the entire process of schooling the individual. This started at a very early age in the case of the first born. If he was unable to pass, then you will find that something happened to the child/student/etc. and someone else stepped in and was elevated to the throne. Understand that not in every case was one entity interested in continuing the rule.....just like I might have an interest to body hop, but in your selection, you have a higher interest in other things in the other world and in that case a new ruler was enthroned. All these individuals had different personalities, likes, desires, etc. They were not like the picture book people we read about and given mannerisms from history. If people were to read of your life 4000 years from now, how close to your personality do you think the account would be? It would not even show your thoughts at all.

I will point out there is one way you can see that the new student had to develop astral travel. You can find pictures of a room where there is a water pit. In it you find crocs. The student had to dive in the water and come up in the other room but unknown to them was the fact that the exit was not there when they came to it. So still underwater they had to decide what to do. (The crocs were fed really good before the test so they actually were not a problem but the student did not know this). The only way out was to go and dive deeper and go under a wall put in for just this test and then go out at the bottom of the pool which was much deeper to find the actual exit to the outside room on the other side. The student had a choice to turn around and come back......the student also had a choice to not even go into the water to take the test. But......here is the kicker......The student had to discover the exit and the actual answer to the test by astral travel and find it or by getting the answer in dreams the week before the test....................Could you do that? This was one of the tests in how the ruler was taught the correct method to get answers in the way to lead his people. Astrally.

Also, I must say that not everything that we read in history is totally correct. Some things have been misdirected for a purpose. This process was one of them. You might consider workiing on your astral travel (which is time travel)to go back and look at what the world was during that time to obtain your own historical account.

Also, please ask yourself one question. Do you honestly think that the rulers and presidents of each country today really have final decisions in what they plan and decide and what happens in their domain is the result of their say so?

I know Maktub is grinding his teeth reading this but in all honesty, he is the reason I joined this forum as I respect his input so much.


That is all I will say \\

Regards,

Maxx

Thank you for the astounding info, Maxx. I understand you didn't gather it from books...

It is truly fascinating.