Feeding sensations

I think it would be very interesting if we all shared here our sensations or feelings when feeding, whatever the method. I know it is not quite the same for everyone.

In my case, and depending on the intensity, I would describe it as a warm tingly surge starting below the navel and spreading out. It can have different "tastes" or "feels" to it depending on the source, but I rely on cycling it around to adapt it to my own system - and if I like it, I let it stay the way it came in. It's very difficult to explain the very subtle differences in taste or feel, I would say they are the results of being laced with different types of emotions.

Well, that's the best way I can describe it.

I have never had the pleasure of being able to feed from someone directly, so most of my feeding is done ambiently or indirectly, but it always lacks some sort of definition.

Depending on the environment, Ambient feeding, for me personally, is not always pleasant. I feel confusion, claustrophobic and weakened with a dull ache throughout my body especially in my hands, (??) and a headache right at the back of my head that can last for several hours.

During Indirect feeding I have learned to shield quite heavily to try an minimise the effect it has on others. The sensations are, depending on how many people are in the environment, or indeed the environment itself, akin to the feeling of having the first alcoholic drink. It starts as a heavy warmth in my lower abdomen, spreading upward and outward, sometimes causing giddyness which can be followed by an urge to 'lock on' to certain individuals. If I do this, then the feeling is intensified, and becomes 'denser' lending a heavy feeling to my body.

It's hard to explain...reading this back, it still doesnt accurately describe it.

Talibah wrote:Depending on the environment, Ambient feeding, for me personally, is not always pleasant. I feel confusion, claustrophobic and weakened with a dull ache throughout my body especially in my hands, (??) and a headache right at the back of my head that can last for several hours.

From the sensations you are describing, something is not going well in your Ambient feeding. Those should not be the sensations of a healthy flow. Try to do some energy balancing and most of all, a few grounding and centering exercises, before actually indulging in the feeding actions. Let me know if it changed anything in your sensations. If not, you should try to locate the cause.

Talibah wrote:During Indirect feeding I have learned to shield quite heavily to try an minimise the effect it has on others. The sensations are, depending on how many people are in the environment, or indeed the environment itself, akin to the feeling of having the first alcoholic drink. It starts as a heavy warmth in my lower abdomen, spreading upward and outward, sometimes causing giddyness which can be followed by an urge to 'lock on' to certain individuals. If I do this, then the feeling is intensified, and becomes 'denser' lending a heavy feeling to my body.

You should not shield at all while feeding, that will not minimise the effect on your target. But I do understand your intentions with it, which is like not to lose control and over-feed, causing problems in the target's energy system. For this, you should practice self-control, or else try to use an energy filter that would break the connection if the flow is too high. Although this last option might be a bit complex to implement for starters.

Hope that this could be of some help.